…and still obese. It seems as though I have tried everything and nothing has worked. I am trying to work out as much as I can and I have not lost a pound in over a year.
Okay, to say I have tried everything is a stretch and I do realize that I may not have been as dedicated as I should be. I have tried a lot of stuff and every time I get so frustrated that it is not working that I give it up. For example, I ran every morning at the gym for 2 months. Not just a little jog either, I was running very hard for 40-60 minutes. After 2 months I think I gained a pound. I get so frustrated so I try something else, only to fail again.
My latest is I have decided to quit playing Soccer and Basketball – because I enjoyed it. I wanted to reward myself by playing them again once I reached a certain weight, it has not happened. I think I am going to start playing again, looking back that was probably one of the worst ideas I had.
What to do, I am extremely frustrated with my weight and I don’t know what to do to fix it. I am looking into the Acai Berry diet and the cleanse, as well as the HCG Diet. My only worry is that they are quick fixes and I will gain the weight back as soon as I am done with the diet. Bottom line is I need to change my lifestyle.
I have cut back on Fast Food, candy, desserts and every other fat-inducing things I used to eat a lot of. I have seen progress over the last year. My face is skinnier and my belly seems to be a little smaller, but it is nowhere where I want it to be. We are going swimming tonight and I just hope that nobody decides to come with us because I am so embarrassed by my body. I am sick of it and it is time to get rid of this excess weight. I want to enjoy Summer again and be proud of my body!
